Avril Lavigne - Naked

"I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter."

It's just the first verse of the song. Randomly thought of it, but i thought it was so true. These people go around pretending to be so nice to their 'friends' and afterwhich they will backstab the 'friend'. Example: " Oh i'm friends with A because B and C are so weird. A is so childish lor, but i've got no choice but to befriend A." And you see them acting so nice to each other, so you'll wonder if that person is being truthful or not. Merely putting up a facade. C'mon this is not a drama club. Stop being so drama mama.

I'm finally meeting up with the girls this Sunday. It was just 1mth ago that we met, but it seemed like ages. We've got so much to catch up. Minus the fact that i see Michelle everyday. Yinghui plz plz plz turn up, we totally need to bitch about our lifes. I've go so much to tell all of them. Epic i swear, but still not as epic as nelson low uh. Oh reminds me that miss yinghui, you're damn fated with nelson low. Out of so many days, your chose to go cityhall and out of so many people in cityhall, your went to the same location and met each other. Fated right?

I totally don't understand how can anyone interpret a black and white picture as emo. Yes, emo. Anyone willing to enlighten me? Oh yes, it's kindness week! Any kind soul out there. Cause you might have the same mindset as that person, hmmm.

P/s Keep a lookout for people with split personality today!

Here we go again.

It's crazy. I'm in a badmood now because of stupid reasons. My life is totally insane.
Firstly, this coming thurs, my mum will need to go speak with my CT. I thought my mum will be driving to the college, but......................unfortunately, my dad'll be taking the car. Urgh. Worse still, there's extra gp lesson at 4.30pm. Fyi, the 'meeting' is at 4.30pm. Due to the fact that key personnels are involved in this 'meeting', the time slot cannot be changed. FML. So it means that my mum cannot send me home and this whole situation is driving me totally nuts. Am i excused for the GP lesson or what? Ohgosh, so confusing. Why can't they be more flexible and change the date?
What's worse is that guitar and pw is driving me nuts. Guitar is ultimately wasting my life, 3hrs with that instrument. It's not only boring and i don't knw which note is which fret and which key. Oh there is an assessment next week. What is this man. Cca also need to test? Madness.
Lastly, pw is............................( Fill in the blanks ) In case, somebody uses this as a piece of evidence against me. LOL. Whatever la. More talks to settle this dispute. I don't see a point in them at all. Like as if the situation will change for the better =.=
Last but not least, i hope the weekends will be better. Mel decided to be such a nice friend, she's going to accompany me to study. First time so nice uh.

I'm angry. I'm amused. I'm going crazy soon. I sat down did some reflections, thought about alot of things. And, i felt so unhappy with myself. I got the urge to drop out now, but i cant. Cause i knw that there are so many people out there who cares about me and i cannot fail their expectations. Am i stressed or am i getting too paranoid.
Ahhh i need to talk to ms wong now. Sounds cheesy but then she is really someone who never fails to................................................( Fill in the blanks yourself ) I cannot find words to describe. She treats all her students just like her children. Shit, i'm freaking myself out. It's been so long ever since i reflected upon my life.

Sunny smiles, pretty day.

Went to ms wong's new place yesterday. Her house is super super nice. Her bed, her walk-in wardrobe and her living room filled with pillows. I want to own them all.
Me and mel were browsing through her europe photos and the scenery is very nice. Pretty flowers, this explains the picture above. I'm so inspired to go backpacking around Europe haha. Yesterday we basically went her house, did some catching up and then played Heart attack. Supposed to shout Bless-me! but then in the end so excited that we forgot to. Lol. We took quite a few group photos with 'themes' and desmond being our photographer. I'll upload the photos once melissa sends me. If not then facebook! Haha (:
Bye, off to 'mug'. So many things to hand in on Monday. Many many many sadfaces. Ohwell. the only day i can look forward again shall be 15Aug! Heh heh.

Boredom kills.

I'm in the school library now doing nothing. The 4hr break is ending soon and i need to go for geog tutorial in like 15mins! Half the class is going for chinese oral. Goodluck people!

Happiest day of my life.

Hello i'm at michelle's house now. We got sent home due to high temperature. I think she spread the bug to me.
Walked to hougang polyclinic and the people there took our temp. Mine was 38.0 and hers was 38.3. Haha but its lunch time so we're going back to the clinic at 1.30pm to see if we are free of h1n1. Lol. But i don't really feel sick leh whatever. I just feel like sleeping.
TODAY IS THE EARLIEST DAY I'VE BEEN DISMISS SINCE GOING TO JC.
I'l post pictures of us with that stupid mask nxt time. Haha!

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Okay, I'm back at home now! Slept for about 5hrs after coming back from the doctor. Lol it's my first time to the polyclinic, can you believe it and it sucks. The waiting time is so damn long. Now i know why people go polyclinic for an mc. It's so cheap. The medicine only costs $0.70 for one stack, like free one.
Not going to school tmr yay me cause doctor told me and michelle not to go school and avoid crowded places.
While waiting, something interesting happened! Counterhell ftw. Hahaha quite a number of people took pictures of counterhell. LMAO.

It's another mugging day tmr ):
To-do-List:
3 gp mindmaps
Study geog plate tectonics for tues remedial
Maths mcq qns
Transformation tutorial
Study for maths makeup test..................The list goes on. That's all i can think of now.

I can't wait for next friday (: (: (: Smileys. Hahaha i'm gonna meetup with melissa, hanlyn, ms wong and the guys.

Just a clock to beat.

HELLO I'M BLOGGING WITH MY DAD'S PHONE! Haha Its super cool. Supposed to be doing geog corrections nOw z. DIGRESS DIGRESS DIGRESS! Haha bye i'm going to do my work alr (:

Da da do do, just dance.

Today had to go back school for PW lesson. Most of the time he was talking rubbish, totally not related stuff. Thus he had to end late, if we did not tell him that we have something on the lesson might drag for 1hr more. So much for pro-activeness, whatever. PW sucks totally.
Evaluating of materials in progress......
Class outing cum farewell party for ms then today. Class outing with 1S25 is just more of a clique outing. Ultimate failure. No bond no nothing. I miss those sec school class outings. Saw a friend's blog, i feel that he had made the right decision. Sometimes i ask myself if i had chosen the right route, but it's too late now.

I'm back posting my rubbish............again.
Amanda asked if i was alright, it seemed to her i was very emo. But i'm not lar haha thx for the concern anyway. Cheerup k, someone's gonna bake a choc cake for you lor. I want also don't have ):
School's been absolutely shitty. My results are epic, seriously. I've got to buck up else i'd be retained. Sigh sigh sigh. Two new teachers, pw and gp. They're really similar, both try very hard to be funny. But obviously it's not la.
Oh ya, Mrs L told Michelle to make me do whatever she does, like doing tutorials and i must learn from Michelle's sttudy methods. Lol, i think Mrs L must be thinking why both from cchms, one so smart the other so cmi. Sigh.
Anyway i heart my ec (: (: (: He makes me go crazy heheh.
Study date tmr at amk library. I need to concentrate and i hope tmr will be a productive day. Anybody can motivate me? Hmm, maybe if he asks me out to study with him i might pass my promos! Yeah I wish.