♥

2010-07-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

可是呀只有你
曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解
我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起
至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的
在你面前哭得最惨
我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心远远分享

It's the first time i ever felt that i could relate to chinese songs. Somehow the lyrics mean so much. Too much. Had been listening to this song many times, over and over again.

2010-05-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

Gosh, midyears are in a week's time and i've yet to start my revision. Really stressed up, I feel the need to live up to people's expectations. When they expect so much from me, all i can do is to try harder.

Getting quite cranky nowadays, but it's my fault seriously. Blame the weather and some people. Ha, some people really get on my nerves sometimes. They get so engrossed doing some things which most people would go, "What the...". Just too self absorbed i guess. The class is getting rather irritating as well, a group of them just can't seem to shut up and listen in tutorial. Slowing down the pace, i know i'm being mean since i've learnt the stuff before. But i do not see any effort in them trying to appear to listen or copy down the tutorial answers. At least try to pretend right. You can daydream for all you like, but don't keep talking for goodness sake. Ugh.

What happened to me? Everyday, i go to school, pretending to be happy. I miss us. I miss my besties. I miss the old me.

All at one go

2010-02-28T00:21:00.004+08:00

Finally updating this pretty much abandoned site! Things have been alright. Survived orientation and SP programme. Guess i've adapted to the new class, but i still miss 09-1S25 girls. The class is just so different from last year. Some of them have really 'interesting' character. Hahaha. Oh well it's just another 7 to 8mths before the class will splits.

Back to the start of the year! During SP programme, we had to attend pottery lessons at Thow Kwang Pottery. Quite interesting but tiring. My end product is a freak house, it has a maggie looking roof -.- Hahaha. Then came the new jc1s 2 weeks later, got thrown into og a2 with nobody i knew. The amazing thing about people is that when you have no friends around yourself in a new environment, you'll really learn to step out of your comfort zone and try to mingle around. Tata that was what i did, and i met really nice people! Yeah that was how i survived academic orientation.

Went ms wong's house 2 weeks back to kind of bai nian. Met up with Mel finally! Amazingly we didn't get lost. J was there so it was abit awkward luckily he left early and the atmosphere got better hahaha. Learnt alot that day and i'm really looking forward to the next gathering/sleepover!

Sometimes i wonder if i've made the right choice when i see some of my friends doing so well in polys. 1.5 more years of hell, fun and stress. I hope i survive.

2010-01-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i feel that i'm already over you, but it's very difficult not to be reminded of you. The things we used to do, the places we used to go and the long bus rides we used to take. Last night i was on the bus and i'm reminded of you again. Sigh.
That long phonecall a few days ago, what was the point of that? I sounded fine but i wasn't.

Hello 2010 :>

2010-01-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

New Year new resolutions? But what's the point of having resolutions when you don't keep them haha! I guess 2010 resolution would be to study harder, stop being lazy.

Had an eventful week, met up with the bn clique. Been 5 years but mostly nothing changed, love them very very much. The usual "must have gossips" never fail to entertain all of us, though it's just the same old stories. Never gotten sick of them haha.
Went town today(again), been there twice this week. Singapore is so boring ugh, same old places. I want to go Bangkok! Hahaha. Platinum Shopping Mall i miss you very much i know you miss me alot too right.
Can't believe school is going to start soooooon, one more week to go. But there's guitar on monday, wednesday and friday next week, yikes yikes yikes. But yay, picnic at the Barrage with Michelle, Olivia and Jiawen on Tuesday :) Finally done something on our post promos to-do-list. Only one of the many written on that card :/

Yup bye! Got to start studying tmr. Plate Tectonics still haha, epic fail. Till then!

Bkk Trip!

2009-12-20T19:58:00.007+08:00

Hi hi hi I'm back blogging and back from Bangkok! :> Pretty alright trip, not too much of excitment cause i've been there too many times. Pictures first! Not too many haha didn't bring a camera there as we were only there to shop and again, we've been there for the 6th or 7th time haha! These are all with my bro's 2.0 megapixel phone camera :/ So the quality sucks.

The interior of the Bkk Suvarnabhumi airport. Snapped it while waiting for time to enter the boarding gate back home.

Took this picture while waiting for my uncle to reply my msg -.-

Green Tea Latte! Super nice drink.

My $2 Manicure ^^

Adrian bought this random keychain. Bought another 2 for my baby cousins heh.

Kfc. Didn't try it tho.

Last lunch at Bkk. Foodcourt at Platinum Shopping Mall. Pardon my fat face ):

Mini eggs? It's just about 5cm in diameter!

Pork-ball noodles with LOTS OF pepper!

The food court. Big and clean!

Me and Ahma

My ahma is super cute. I told her to smile and then she was like wait! I want to pose with this plate of eggs. HAHAHA.

Candid shot

Dunkin' Donuts. I likey the heart-shape one!

Day 1:

Breakfast at Macdonald's before we boarded cause we food on the flight obviously sucks. I returned the whole tray of food untouched lol. Luckily the flight to Bkk is only about 2hrs, but i hate the feeling on the plane. Gives my goosebumps :/ I guess i get air sickness easily just like my mum. After we touched down, there's this limo which is supposed to pick us up but the stupid driver got the time wrong and we had to wait for him for nearly 3hrs. Damn. So when we reached Baiyoke Sky hotel, left our luggages at the lobby and rushed to Chatuchak Weekend Market. Since it only opens on the weekends and half the day was already gone. Had lunch there, sticky rice with some random dishes like green mango salad with lots of chilli and salt i think. Shopped around bought lots of aroma oil and home decorations stuff but it's damn damn hot there! Kept buying drinks haha, drank coke like nobody's business cause it's super cheap about $0.50 for a big packet. I bought 2 pairs of havaianas for only $12! :> Dinner at the restuarant above the hotel, international buffet for only $20+ per person! 5 star hotel buffet for only that price. Shopped at the night market downstairs and went to massage! Only $7 an hour.

Day 2:

Breakfast at some shopping centre beside Baiyoke Sky and walked to Platinum Shopping mall. It's some new and huge shopping centre with apparently more than 1500shops inside :O Met some cchms people while walking around. But the place is very messy and complicated, kind of got lost in there. At night was shopping and dinner at CentralWorld and went to massage again.

Day 3:

Wokeup a bit later, took the free shuttle bus from the lobby of the hotel to Siam Paragon. It's like our NAC and Ion. All the boutiques, a lot of brands over there. Walked over to Siam square, Siam centre and then MBK. MBK is full of crap tho, a lot of ipod immitations -.- Dinner at some roadside stall i think and off for massage!

Day 4:

Took a cab to Yawaraj (Chinatown), the stupid taxi driver wanted a detour, luckily Dad caught him haha. There are lots of ah guas there, eventhough there is alrdy enough of them everywhere lol. Went there cause ah ma wanted to buy her dried groceries: fish maw and sea cucumber and cai poh zzz. I think she bought back like 2kgs of the cai poh, apparently the cai poh there is super nice and sweet and she's gonna give some to her friends. Haha.

Day 5:

Wokeup super early cause we had to check out of the hotel at 2pm. Went back to Platinum Mall for last minute shopping. Basically grabbed anything that we saw was nice lol. Anyway the clothes in Bkk are not try-able. They provide a sarong for customers tho, something like a long tube dress and you wear it over yourself to change underneath. At 2pm went back to the hotel to check out, left the baggages at the lobby and continued shopping nearby and then went for the last session of massage! The limo came to send us to the airport and it was home sweet home! Uncle Benny came to send us to the airport and when we came back he came pick us up from the airport again. So nice of him, espcially he had to wakeup at 4am to send us there and came at 1plus am to pick us lol.

The massaging service in Bkk is totally awesome espcially after a whole day of shopping and aching legs. After one hour, it feels like you can shop for another 10hrs again! Haha. And i miss my tom yum soup, seafood fried rice, phad thai and many many more nice food. : (The Macdonald's there is super cheap too, an upsized meal would only cost about $4! And i wish Sg has such cheap manicure services lol, i would then do my nails every other day heheh.

P/s: Olivia and Michelle! Let's go Bkk together after our A's okie! It'd be so much fun :>

No exact definition.

2009-11-22T20:09:00.004+08:00

Major turnoff. Some people are just a total pain in the ass. Seriously, who do you think we are? You guys are the ones who need it and you are the ones who have a favour to ask from us. We do not owe you anything. And you say it as if the answer will be a yes. You assume that we will have everything you want and that we must fufill your favour. I'm sorry, we're not such easy people. Higher education does not equals to higher authority. Please get this right. Though we're related somehow, sometimes i don't even want to admit your existence. Related people do not treat each other like that. You guys are just a bunch of pragmatic, too down-to-earth people. Yikes. So pretentious! So what if you are more well off. Fortunately for us, and unfortunately for you, we do not feel inferior at all.
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Enough of ranting. Ha i feel so much better letting it all out. I don't think anyone understands what i'm talking. Thank goodness for the existence of my maternal relatives. If not i would have doubted the F word. Not referring to the four letters one.

My Dearies.

2009-11-22T01:35:00.007+08:00

Ha this post is going to be so random! Here are the pictures of my super cute cousins :D

Nigel and Nicole!

Omg look at nicole's smile! Cuteeee.

*Winks*

*Blur Look*

Cute, No?! Haha. I love them so so so much. These pictures were taken last monday, i think. I was at my ah ma's void deck cause i cannot go up to her house ): So all of them came down! Super weird, it's like going all the way down to visit my ah ma and my aunt but we just sit down at the void deck to talk. My ah ma even brought drinks down for us haha! I think they're coming over to my house again on Wednesday :D

End of this random post. Bye.

2009-11-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Thank you all my dear friends who made my 17th birthday so wonderful! And to all those who wished me on twitter, facebook or through sms, thank you! I'll post up more on my birthday the next post :) Haha 1 birthday 3 cakes. Lol somemore some nice friends of mine still put 4 thick candles for me. I'm not 40 okay! Heh heh, but thanks alot really, espcially to Olivia, Michelle, Jean, Abby and Jiawen for the "so-well-planned-surprise". Thanks girlies!

Heh, i just went to collect my set of bling just now (Earring, pendant and ring) ! It's a birthday present from my parents :D Thanks mum and dad! I was kind of surprised.

And look at the time now, my body clock is so so so messed up! Haha, reaching home at almost 12midnight is insane. I'm beginning to hate those long bus rides from my house to work! Urgh, so sickening. Haha but work is so super slack and easy money cause nobody really cares if you do your work or not.

Oh and i'm gonna be out of town from 13dec to 17dec! Going for a short trip to Bangkok with my family and ah ma (: Crazy shopping sprees here i come!
P/s: Zoey! I hope i will be back in Sg for your birthday :D

Tata! Back to watching my show. Omg i'm still up now, got to wake up early to go to my aunt's house.

The best you never had.

2009-11-11T01:14:00.005+08:00

PW IS OVER! So glad that it's all over. No more PI, GPP, EOM, WR, OP and I&R! ^^V

How did i even survive this crazy project.

Pictures from the Nike Human Race (:

I just checked my timing from nikeplus website. Considering i walked for quite some distance, my 1hr 45 mins timing was quite good! Haha self denial i know but it's a 10km race! Nonetheless, the race was quite fun. Maybe i'll join again next year, maybe. Maybe not. Took quite a lot of group shots and oh yes the polariods! Anyway can anyone buy me a polariod camera, i'll love you very very much.

24 Oct 2009. It seemed to be forever. After the Nike Human race, i had to rush to the hospital, to be exact the mortuary. And mind you, the way from Sg Flyer to City Hall Mrt is freaking far, especially after completing 10km of distance. Afterwhich, proceeded to Tanjong Rhu for the preparation of the funeral. And i was wearing the nike human race shirt until about 5plus in the evening! A bright red shirt for my own grandma's funeral.

P/s: I feel like a cold blooded monster.

Oh and i got 5 more days to make the decision. Maybe i should weigh the pros and the cons. I will just freak out on that day. Still pondering on the possibilities. Okie, i think i should start studying my oh-so-interesting-geography lecture books tmr. Rocks/Hydrology/Plate Tectonics/Volcanoes/Earthquakes? Oh my gosh.

YAY I LOVE GEOGRAPHY SO MUCH. KTHXBYE ):

Gone forever

2009-10-31T20:35:00.003+08:00

Mariah Carey- Bye Bye

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why I didn't show up sometimes on Sunday mornings
and I missed you
But i'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye ...bye

To my grandma, now that you're gone we'll all miss you. Though we were never close, you'll always be my grandma. You've lived a tough life, it's time for you take a good rest. Goodbye.

2009-10-12T21:33:00.003+08:00

The hopsital seems to be a familar place now.

Same infrastructure, different patients with each visit. Maybe it's just time for her to go. Everybody is suffering like that, endless visits and each visit is really heartrenching. A part of me really wants her to be freed of such torture, but still........................

It is sad that nearly 17 years of my life, i've never spoken to her before. It was always just a Hi and a Bye. Language Barrier? Maybe, but that is definitely not an excuse. I always thought that i will not feel the pain as much as the rest. But this time, reality sets in. Maybe i should start being nice before its too late.

For a moment like this, some people wait a lifetime.

2009-10-02T13:22:00.004+08:00

We travel through life searching for the beautiful,

But unless we carry it with us as we go.

We will never find it.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

The reason i'm here is obviously that the promos are over over over over, Not. Ha ha ha, one more mcq paper to go on Tues :D Nah, but i'm not really looking forward to the end of promos. After promos = more pw = more time wasted doing crap = lesser sleep = More grumpy.
Lol no link but whatever yes i agree with yurong, pw sucks ttm.

Let me recall what i've done the previous weeks. Many many study dates with all different people. Study break spent with Olivia at airport, major failure. Cause we were too tired and ended up sleeping. Oh i think i can study better at the library, cause i'm more productive at the library and it's quieter. Maybe studying with smart people like bf and nicole helps, haha kidding! I like going to the library except for the fact that must go super early in the morning to wait to the door to open and afterwhich you have to chiong in like some crazy auntie. Ugly Singaporeans, seriously. Mugging at library is really hardcore, we're one of the first few to reach the library and we leave only when the library closes. My last study date was with zoey, after Math paper at airport again. Yup that's all i have done the previous weeks.

I've tried my best this and maximised the time i had left and whatever the results are i shall be thankful. To maximise my sleeping time, i slept with my notes! :D Haha super lame but i think it really helps you know! Studies have shown that if you sleep with your books, the next day you will remember the stuff. Ahaha just joking. I believe in that, cause my O levels Comb Humanities got a B3 eventhough i only studied 1 chpt of Hist and SS. The secret behind the 'sucess' ? I slept with both books. Go try!

Oh anyway, the quote above was taken from a book named ''In search of happiness'', bf's friend found it so i took a look at the book. It's quite motivational but boo it's not for loan :/ Maybe i will go to the library one day and read the book haha.

Wow this is the longest blog post i've ever written. And before i go off to practice some mcq qns..............

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY MICHELLE (:

I know it's really late but it's okay right! Because the wish is from me! Hahaha. There was a mini celebration on 22nd sept for her. And i'll upload the pictures sooooon. TTFN <3

The truth.

2009-09-07T16:00:00.003+08:00

When we look back and want to try to fix things, it is not impossible. But sometimes, what we have missed out, we will never be able to catch up.

Different social circles, different groups of people. When we enter one, we leave another.
Well, unless we have a way to merge the two. Ultimately at the end of the day, only the closest ones remain.

Once in a while, we look back. Reminisce the good old days, reflect and laugh about them. And then, we continue walking down the road, meet new people, and lose some along the way.
One can't possibly keep every single person in your life in touch at every single period. There is a reason why annual/monthly gatherings exist (I guess).

Really, some things we will never truly comprehend, until we go through the same things. Because it is the easiest and most straight-forward way to understand the way why things are.

MEGAYAY Steamboat and sleepover!

2009-09-06T02:41:00.005+08:00

Hey hey hey hey hey look at the time nowwwww. And i'm wide awake and super high! On gummies. HA HA HA we totally finished 2 pkts of yuling's gummies. Tsk we're not exactly studying la, which explains why i'm here blogging. Today was quite fun espcially camwhoring with yinghui's macky. Look at those pictures on top! There are more to come.

Goodnight. Off to mug.

Exciting week ahead.

2009-09-04T17:25:00.003+08:00

YAY IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN! And it's the holidays! And look at the time, i'm home since 3.30pm! Skipped guitar again. I decided to forget about the attendance.

I'm super excited for tmr! Meeting up with those girlies for steamboat at yinghui's house and then overnight studying.
I miss the times when we will go to her house after school to rot/study. But i'm still not very amused by her the number of animals living with her. The numbers are still increasing, really. 18 rabbits, a tank of fish and prawns, birds, turtles and idk how many hamsters. She even adopted a cat called 'Andy' *Roll eyes*

Oh and i'll get to see nigel and nicole on Sunday!!! I'm also going with Olivia to the airport on thursday for an overnight mugging session. Hope it'll be productive. Lulu, you must join us okeh!

O............kay, off to do my work. Shall blog tmr night :D

Where the end starts

2009-08-21T22:15:00.007+08:00

Thank god it's Friday! And blogger is finally allowing me to upload pictures. About 4 more weeks to promos. Tell me what to do.

Look at the time now, I've just came home after doing pw. Tell me if i've got a life or not!

Olivia told me something today, and after i read what you've written, i realised you've changed. Totally. You could have told us how you felt. Bottling up your unhappiness wouldn't make them disappear. If you feel happier this way, so be it. So now i know the reasons behind those excuses you gave. You don't even regard us as your friends, we're just some superficial people to you. There's no more time for lies, so just carry on like nothing's wrong. Anyway, according to the dictionary, superficial is to be shallow in character or attitude. I don't think we deserve to have such a strong word used against us.

Pw is driving me nuts. Crazy deadlines and amounts of work to do and edit. And our interview is still not done! Oh my goodness, there's still I&R coming up. Chem spa on monday, gp compre test on thurs, chem tutorials, maths tutorials. So where do i find time to study? Kill me now thankyou.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULING DEAREST!

2009-08-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

Dearest Yuling, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you many many much. (You don't have to love me so much back, later houman come kill me)
This is the 5th year we've known each other and we never fail to celebrate your birthday on 8aug after cross country every year! This year is an exception though, ahem ahem. Nonetheless, have a great day today with Mr Houman hokeh! Thanks for being such a great and retarded friend. Those times when we go crazy and do stupid things. Skipping school, going pump and sap together. And and and the two weeks in Chongqing! Eh study hard okay, GPA 4.0 uh.

Dearest Olivia, sorry for this late post. HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I know that your birthday was a very very colourful one, with all the rainbows haha. Oh did your kisa wish you? Hahaha don't sad if he didn't okay! Anyway, study hard for promos, we'll get promoted together (: More study dates!

Yesterday was Thanksgiving 09 and it's totally awesome. Bestest concert ever, seeing the teachers putting in so much effort for funraising and to entertain all of us (: Afterwhich supper at kovan and wanling's house for karaoke. I almost did not catch the last bus home!

P/s: Blogger can't upload photos.

2009-07-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Naked

"I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter."

It's just the first verse of the song. Randomly thought of it, but i thought it was so true. These people go around pretending to be so nice to their 'friends' and afterwhich they will backstab the 'friend'. Example: " Oh i'm friends with A because B and C are so weird. A is so childish lor, but i've got no choice but to befriend A." And you see them acting so nice to each other, so you'll wonder if that person is being truthful or not. Merely putting up a facade. C'mon this is not a drama club. Stop being so drama mama.

2009-07-28T22:03:00.004+08:00

I'm finally meeting up with the girls this Sunday. It was just 1mth ago that we met, but it seemed like ages. We've got so much to catch up. Minus the fact that i see Michelle everyday. Yinghui plz plz plz turn up, we totally need to bitch about our lifes. I've go so much to tell all of them. Epic i swear, but still not as epic as nelson low uh. Oh reminds me that miss yinghui, you're damn fated with nelson low. Out of so many days, your chose to go cityhall and out of so many people in cityhall, your went to the same location and met each other. Fated right?

I totally don't understand how can anyone interpret a black and white picture as emo. Yes, emo. Anyone willing to enlighten me? Oh yes, it's kindness week! Any kind soul out there. Cause you might have the same mindset as that person, hmmm.

P/s Keep a lookout for people with split personality today!

Here we go again.

2009-07-24T22:45:00.005+08:00

It's crazy. I'm in a badmood now because of stupid reasons. My life is totally insane.
Firstly, this coming thurs, my mum will need to go speak with my CT. I thought my mum will be driving to the college, but......................unfortunately, my dad'll be taking the car. Urgh. Worse still, there's extra gp lesson at 4.30pm. Fyi, the 'meeting' is at 4.30pm. Due to the fact that key personnels are involved in this 'meeting', the time slot cannot be changed. FML. So it means that my mum cannot send me home and this whole situation is driving me totally nuts. Am i excused for the GP lesson or what? Ohgosh, so confusing. Why can't they be more flexible and change the date?
What's worse is that guitar and pw is driving me nuts. Guitar is ultimately wasting my life, 3hrs with that instrument. It's not only boring and i don't knw which note is which fret and which key. Oh there is an assessment next week. What is this man. Cca also need to test? Madness.
Lastly, pw is............................( Fill in the blanks ) In case, somebody uses this as a piece of evidence against me. LOL. Whatever la. More talks to settle this dispute. I don't see a point in them at all. Like as if the situation will change for the better =.=
Last but not least, i hope the weekends will be better. Mel decided to be such a nice friend, she's going to accompany me to study. First time so nice uh.

2009-07-18T22:55:00.007+08:00

I'm angry. I'm amused. I'm going crazy soon. I sat down did some reflections, thought about alot of things. And, i felt so unhappy with myself. I got the urge to drop out now, but i cant. Cause i knw that there are so many people out there who cares about me and i cannot fail their expectations. Am i stressed or am i getting too paranoid.
Ahhh i need to talk to ms wong now. Sounds cheesy but then she is really someone who never fails to................................................( Fill in the blanks yourself ) I cannot find words to describe. She treats all her students just like her children. Shit, i'm freaking myself out. It's been so long ever since i reflected upon my life.

Sunny smiles, pretty day.

2009-07-18T12:44:00.003+08:00

Went to ms wong's new place yesterday. Her house is super super nice. Her bed, her walk-in wardrobe and her living room filled with pillows. I want to own them all.
Me and mel were browsing through her europe photos and the scenery is very nice. Pretty flowers, this explains the picture above. I'm so inspired to go backpacking around Europe haha. Yesterday we basically went her house, did some catching up and then played Heart attack. Supposed to shout Bless-me! but then in the end so excited that we forgot to. Lol. We took quite a few group photos with 'themes' and desmond being our photographer. I'll upload the photos once melissa sends me. If not then facebook! Haha (:
Bye, off to 'mug'. So many things to hand in on Monday. Many many many sadfaces. Ohwell. the only day i can look forward again shall be 15Aug! Heh heh.

Boredom kills.

2009-07-16T14:15:00.001+08:00

I'm in the school library now doing nothing. The 4hr break is ending soon and i need to go for geog tutorial in like 15mins! Half the class is going for chinese oral. Goodluck people!

Happiest day of my life.

2009-07-09T13:08:00.006+08:00

Hello i'm at michelle's house now. We got sent home due to high temperature. I think she spread the bug to me.
Walked to hougang polyclinic and the people there took our temp. Mine was 38.0 and hers was 38.3. Haha but its lunch time so we're going back to the clinic at 1.30pm to see if we are free of h1n1. Lol. But i don't really feel sick leh whatever. I just feel like sleeping.
TODAY IS THE EARLIEST DAY I'VE BEEN DISMISS SINCE GOING TO JC.
I'l post pictures of us with that stupid mask nxt time. Haha!

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Okay, I'm back at home now! Slept for about 5hrs after coming back from the doctor. Lol it's my first time to the polyclinic, can you believe it and it sucks. The waiting time is so damn long. Now i know why people go polyclinic for an mc. It's so cheap. The medicine only costs $0.70 for one stack, like free one.
Not going to school tmr yay me cause doctor told me and michelle not to go school and avoid crowded places.
While waiting, something interesting happened! Counterhell ftw. Hahaha quite a number of people took pictures of counterhell. LMAO.

It's another mugging day tmr ):
To-do-List:
3 gp mindmaps
Study geog plate tectonics for tues remedial
Maths mcq qns
Transformation tutorial
Study for maths makeup test..................The list goes on. That's all i can think of now.

I can't wait for next friday (: (: (: Smileys. Hahaha i'm gonna meetup with melissa, hanlyn, ms wong and the guys.

Just a clock to beat.

2009-07-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO I'M BLOGGING WITH MY DAD'S PHONE! Haha Its super cool. Supposed to be doing geog corrections nOw z. DIGRESS DIGRESS DIGRESS! Haha bye i'm going to do my work alr (:

Da da do do, just dance.

2009-07-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today had to go back school for PW lesson. Most of the time he was talking rubbish, totally not related stuff. Thus he had to end late, if we did not tell him that we have something on the lesson might drag for 1hr more. So much for pro-activeness, whatever. PW sucks totally.
Evaluating of materials in progress......
Class outing cum farewell party for ms then today. Class outing with 1S25 is just more of a clique outing. Ultimate failure. No bond no nothing. I miss those sec school class outings. Saw a friend's blog, i feel that he had made the right decision. Sometimes i ask myself if i had chosen the right route, but it's too late now.

2009-07-02T21:29:00.013+08:00

I'm back posting my rubbish............again.
Amanda asked if i was alright, it seemed to her i was very emo. But i'm not lar haha thx for the concern anyway. Cheerup k, someone's gonna bake a choc cake for you lor. I want also don't have ):
School's been absolutely shitty. My results are epic, seriously. I've got to buck up else i'd be retained. Sigh sigh sigh. Two new teachers, pw and gp. They're really similar, both try very hard to be funny. But obviously it's not la.
Oh ya, Mrs L told Michelle to make me do whatever she does, like doing tutorials and i must learn from Michelle's sttudy methods. Lol, i think Mrs L must be thinking why both from cchms, one so smart the other so cmi. Sigh.
Anyway i heart my ec (: (: (: He makes me go crazy heheh.
Study date tmr at amk library. I need to concentrate and i hope tmr will be a productive day. Anybody can motivate me? Hmm, maybe if he asks me out to study with him i might pass my promos! Yeah I wish.

One fine day.....

2009-06-27T22:36:00.005+08:00

Pictures from dinner at Sakura!

My mum and her mum. I think my mum was showing my dad an sms from her friend.

Gerald giving me that stupid grin.

Adrian.

His stupid grin again z.

The food was quite okay la, not very very fantastic though.

Plus, there were 2 tables beside us filled with maids, not kidding. All crazy women, laughing throughout. Why do maids get a day off on a friday?

And there were 3 more tables of people, apparently from NUS. Cause a lady stood up and gave a freaking loud " Thank you speech " Like, oh i thank you all for coming. The days in NUS were the best blah blah.......Whatever.

So with these people around, the whole dinner was not a very pleasant experience. The noise level was even higher than eating at a hawker centre. Basically, it was almost like eating in a wet market with aircon and without the smell. Ha ha ha.

School's on monday but i'll never be able to finish all the assignments! The new timetable is out. Fancy going to school on a wednesday with 4hrs of break?

The 3hrs of break are in the morning. So i've to get up at 6.30, reach school at 7.15am to just take my temperature! ( Since there is no frc due to h1n1 )

Awesome or not. ): ): ):

The future ct called again, trice this holiday. Can you believe it, just to tell me some admin stuff that would take at most 5mins. She took 10mins, incl laughing at herself for no reason and making me repeat all her 'announcements'.

Ohwell, naggy woman.

It's alright, it's okay.

2009-06-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

You told me there's no need
To talk it out cause it's too late
To proceed and slowly
I took your words and walked away

No looking back, I won't regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken but i still have to say

It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say

I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me, betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Protrayed a role, you took control
I, I couldn't help but fall so deep
But now I see things clear

It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say

I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone else in need
It's too late, I'm closing the door
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This song keeps ringing in my head, totally describes how i feel now. I know you won't be reading this but still, stop telling me those nonsense. I'm not that stupid to believe what to said. It's too late.

Anyway on a happier note, i've done 2econs essay and a geog graphic organiser today! (:

2009-06-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm writing this post so that the gay's picture won't be scaring everybody off. Haha later he see he also scared.
Anyway it's so boring nowadays, nothing to do at home. Everybody's all so sian.
Mrs Lim just called me (again) twice this holiday to check if i'm sick and apparently i am. When i picked up the call i was coughing away, then she was like oh i got something to tick alr! Lmao. She kept telling me to put my thermometer in my bag now if not she cannot go Sentosa tmr with her sons z.
Loads of hw not done, basically everything execpt those elearning hw that were dued. But i did econs essay today. Miracle haha. I'm off to do econs again. Till then!

Evil laughter

2009-06-21T22:36:00.007+08:00

*DRUM ROLL* INTRODUCING THE ALL MIGHTY GAY.

Hahaha he should really really be honoured i wasted my time dedicating this post to him. I can't believe i came out with this crap fml.

" Is he dads of all that omg, maybe he got married with different guys getting different babies. GOSH" -Anonymous. HA HA HA.

Poor baby, he looks like some crazy maniac in the picture. And look at that baby's expression, i can totally understand how you feel. Being so young, unable to express your disgust for such a weirdo. It's okay, few more years.
I heard that ntuc has delivery now, maybe its a good idea (:

2009-06-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

I feel like shit now, flu fever cough whatever. Damnit, my brother suspects i've got h1n1. Lol home quarantine myself just like yinghui.
Cchms got 4 people down with h1n1, cool huh. Ha ha ha super random.
Stupid took 58 from bishan to pasir ris and then back to bishan just to sleep on the bus and kill time. Ultimate lameness. Somemore wake me up from my sleep z. Go disturb others next time plz leave me alone.
I seriously think that yinghui's life is so much more interesting than mine. Go read her blog! diaryofahomequarantinedgirl@blogspot. Ha ha ha kidddding.

School's gonna start soon, tutorials undone. Awesome. So moodless and bored to the maxxxx.
It was so much better during the period chionging for O's z, much more entertainment. Airport study dates with tan yinghui coffee club. And and and and and NELSON LOW that epic joker. IMH ha ha ha ha. Ultimate gay shitxzxzxz. Who in the right mind will seriously believe us and go to IMH?!! @#$%^&*~! Must be out to cheat our money. We did so many stupid things last time, totally missed it ):
P.S yinghui i havent called mcdelivery for him yet.

2009-06-20T21:21:00.007+08:00

Gillian's: Chippy mint + Gummy bears

Houman's: Creme brulee + M&M's

Yuling's: Mrs Smith + Mars bar

Pictures from icecream chef with yuling and houman. Wasnt really fantastic. Espcially yuling's haha yucks, innovative flavor but not awesome seriously. After that went cineleisure for movie: ghost of girlfriends past. Funny with a stupid plot. I like the song at the end! Yuling can seriously go create a ghost of boyfriends past i tell you. I think all of them line up maybe go around a track for more than 6 times! Maybe too exaggerating but whatever you get what i mean. Oh ya not to forget, some are so fat so they take up more width so 6 rounds not alot people actually. Ha ha ha.

2009-06-20T20:44:00.008+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEEN AMANDA! <3

I hope i'm not too late! Haha found all these spastic pictures. Anyway happy birthday, stay happy and huachi forever kkk (: And and and goodluck with your guy and midyears!

Finally came back from grandma's after a week and i'm sick now ): Flu flu please go away. Nicole and Nigel came grandma house today! Poor nicole her body is full of rashes after eating a little bit of egg. Oh my, she's so heavy! My hands are aching after carrying her walking around Thomson Plaza today!

Olivia: Who's that 'somebody'? Lol. Meetup soon(: I got many many things to tell you ha ha ha.
Yinghui: Haha i knw its nice ^^ Awww youre being quarrantined, so sad.
Dennis: Whatever. How you knw my blog? Nobody tell you come read also. Lame.
Toot: Hello back!

2009-06-13T22:56:00.003+08:00

At grandma's house now and i'll be here till i don't know when, haven't decided yet. Lol.

I'm supposed to be doing maths quiz now, it is freaking difficult. Urgh its driving me nuts i can't seem to solve any of the questions for goodness sake. Help help help.

K bye~

Swimming.......anybody?

2009-06-12T16:22:00.003+08:00

Back from swimming with yuling! Wokeup late, smsed her groggily decided not to go. In the end still went, cause the sun was so bright! Yay. I wanted to get more tan, but then after swimming for 1hr, i am still not tan urgh.

Been so long since i really trained. Lousy stamina boo. 14 laps only and my muscles are aching. Last time swim 20+ laps also no problem z. Best part in we spend more time talking than swimming and deciding what to eat. Haha ended up at J.CO donuts, i think donut empire is much better. Sigh, the calories that we consumed are more than those we burnt off.

Okay, i shall go swimming more often next week. I'm determined to get more tan.

2009-06-12T14:43:00.019+08:00

Pictures from dimsum buffet and after the movie. Really alot alot alot. Finally finished uploaded them z.

Michelle being lame.

We went into the apple shop and camwhored with the macbook. Damn cool. I think we camwhored too much the person went to switch off the laptop lmao. Anyway it was super fun ha ha ha.

2009-06-12T02:18:00.006+08:00

No idea why am i awake at this time.

Melissa: " Wow seh, what you doing havent sleep?"
Me: "Haha nothing. "
Melissa: "Wow jc student not mugging, what a miracle!"

What the, thanks uh melissa who claims to be my good friend. I know i'm supposed to be studying but whatever. Reminds me that mrs lim just called me today afternoon to nag at me for 1/2 hour. Waste my time only. The greatest new is that she's going to be out civics tutor haha, awesome-est news.

P.S Princess amanduh is encouraging me to stalk her haha. Amanda ahhhhh, a un-hot guy jioing me is alot alot alot worse than no guys okay hahaha. I'd rather none, if not give me your hot guy la! And goodluck with your hot guy ah! Dinner somemore worxzxzxzxzxzxz.

Urghh

2009-06-11T23:43:00.004+08:00

Omg editing the freaking blogskin is making me go crazy! Whatever, maybe i'll just survive with this simple skin ha ha ha.

Anyway today went to yumcha with olivia michelle and zixuan. Yay the food is so so so yummy esp the prawns ^^V Super bloated after that. Then we rushed to Cathay for the movie: Land of the Lost. Super hilarious except that i missed like about 15mins of it. And and and last but not least we camwhored like @#$%^&*. Okay the photos are seriously alot alot alot. It'll take me ages to post them up here. Maybe next time....

Hello blogger~

2009-06-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

I think i must be mad to create a blog. Nevermind, shall try to update as much as possible.